Dear Diary...

14.03.24

Recently I've started to go swimming at the beach on the weekends - it helps my joint pains from sitting fo too long. Yesterday I got approve in my driver's test and now I'm a legally certified car driver, even if my dad still doesn't fully trust me with his car yet. Last week I tried doing some korean dishes but my korean spicy noodles got too spicy, so that was a failure. I feel like things are going too fast and too slow at the same time, and its giving me too much time restropecting. I still miss having close friends nearby, but I guess I'm adapted to solitute. And Ive painted my hair red! a good change, but i kind of miss my original brownish locks now - at least my roots are showing!

  • song: Leave me for dead - GAYLE
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    19.01.24

    So...Happy New Year! Wow, 2023 was a journey, if I can say the least. Right now I'm super stressed waiting for the results of my hard labour to pay off. It's nothing certain, but maybe everything it's gonna end up fine. I pray that it happens the way I wish it to be, but it's not about what I want in the end. But, what really motivated me to write here after almost four months of disappearance was that, tonight while dinning barbeque with somefriends at the pool of my apartment building I almost died because someone (probably some kids left unchecked at home) decided to throw a marble stone from the seventh floor. Just to be petty, I calculated the approximate speed of the rock, and guess what - it was 80 km per hour. Crazy!!!!! If it had landed a few centimeters to the left it would have landed on my head instead of on the ground next to my feet. I had to enter the pool with clothes on to retrieve the rock, which was pretty big. Kids these days, practicing homicide before third grade. Yesterday I downloaded some mods - Spotify premium and a minimalistic setup for my (new s21 fe!) samsung (that i paid for!). I've been also reading my Bible again, taking notes and everything. It's pretty good to have more knowledge on it, reading things that I don't have the oportunity to listen to at church or even to better myself and have some anwsers to questions I had before. Life is slow right now, but it will be taking up speed at the start of next week. Wish me luck!

  • song: My Love Mine All Mine - Mitski
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  • 02.09.23

    Where should I start? This sunday my mother took me and my brother, rather unwilling, to see a ABBA show at the mall. We got pretty upset because not only it was very late (10 PM) we also had a five hour exam at the afternoon. Either way, the songs were great, but when we were headong back to the car I straided away from them and got stuck inside the toilet. After panicking a little after I realized I couldn't call them to tell where I was I manage to get out. It was maybe five minutes of pure adrenaline. My brother was mad and then I got mad, so my mom got mad. The ride back home wasn't good. We got to skip the first two classes, waking up only 8 AM after going to sleep at midnight. What's funny is that me and Dad got stuck on the elevator! It was very funny explaining to him what happened the other day. The energy got back and the rest is the normal routine. I can't belive I left the diary to dry for a month. Time for sure flies like an arrow, uh.

  • song: Your Man - Josh Turner
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  • 01.09.23

    Yesterday I had another mock test and after I got home my brother and I watched the first episode of the One Piece Live-action that was launched on that day. It was pretty cool, but I liked the second episode that I watched today more-the actor that did Buggy was amazing! It truly felt like he came alive on the screen and he was so funny too! I'm so happy they did him justice as he's my favorite character of OP. Today I also got to cycle, a little rusty, but good since I missed doing it last week because I fell asleeo, ops. I also learned not to use gray sweatpants while sweating, ironically. I not did much of study this afternoon because I'll jave classes tomorrow morning, so that's why I have to sleep early on friday night. My mom is also bed bound as for lately she got a nasty cough and a probable virose, so that's why we have to stay away from her room and my dad has been sleeping on the couch. I notice that I'ver mentioned this here but this year we got some very hungry neighbors - two little brown doves that eat the rest of Pakkun's (my cockatiel) food that I put away when I change his bowl. They now come almost every week for breackfast and lunch after they slept the first day on our laundryroom. Their names are Norberto Bobbio and Antetokounmpo - after the Italian philosopher and the basketball player.

  • song: Bink's Sake - One Piece
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  • 28.08.23

    Today is monday and yesterday, as most sundays, I had a mock test. But lemme tell you...I'm so tired. I'm almost sleeping on the notebook while writing this. Today was very productive, I did almoast everything I needed to do and now I'm in a good mood. My parents started watching that series with the Young Sheldon and it's very cool to see them enjoying it so much. I've been hearing constant laugher coming from the living room. I changed the layout of the Home to the previous one, as the new one was not working with different sizes of monitors-something I'll fix up later. I've also found out about the new Hello Kitty game that lauched on Apple Store but it's heart-wrentching that I cannot subscrive to Apple Arcade - its against my principles with big corporations. I'll just have to wait to my cards to come so I can play games on the Nintendo instead.

  • song: So You Are Tired - Sufjan Stevens
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  • 23.08.23

    This month has been a rollercoster. It's like I've drained up all my energies this first semester and now I'm a dead girl walking (Heather's pun intended). On the other hand it's been pretty cool to go ciclying at the beach and discovering new things. Now I've been interested in the show "Vikings" that was released in 2013 and the second season on 2022. I've not yet watched the show, only read fanfiction, but I'm excited to see it. I'll probably do it alone, since watching a series rated M with your family is, in a word, awkward. I'm still waiting for my package to arrive, and I've continued studying, may it be lesser, which I've been felling bad about. It's also been a while since I've been here, I don't have time anymore! Agh, this layout is really bugging me off. Lastly, I'm stressfully waiting for the launch of the OP series this end of the month - want to see my Buggy-sama on screen!!!

  • song: Tennessee Whiskey - Judah Kelly
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  • 08.08.23

    Here comes August. My school free time ended about three weeks ago and now I'm in full rhythm of studying again. I feel a little bad because I could've done more during holidays but I guess I shouldn't cry over spilled milk. I started the new anime on Netflix, "My Happy Marriage" after not watching shoujo for years.But I have to keep waiting for new episodes to be released. I'm also pretty hyped up about the One Piece live action thatI think will come out at the end of the this or the nest month (I want to see Buggy-sama!!!). This weekend I tried to mod my Nintendo 3ds that was lying on my shelf for years. We had this R4 cards that come with like a hundred games but it crashed a while back because it was from 2012. I tried to hack it with a lot of tutorials, and even bought a SD card adaptor because my notebook doen't have a entry but to no avail. Sadly I updated my Nintendo to 11.17 version and the only way to mod it now is using a new flashcard. So I went and bought it one from Aliexpress yesterday with a new R4 card with games. But my Paypal card had to be blocked by the bank because it got hacked, what an irony! Now I just had to desblock it and wait for my purchases to arrive.

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  • 03.07.23

    My school holidays started this weekend, but I had to make a vacation to make a test near where I live. Because it was not so far away, my dad decided that it was best that we took a bus and not a plane, so we had to be at 10 PM at the station. We got to be located on the upper part and the seats were very confortable if you weren't going to spend ten hours traveling - which we did. I woke up a lot of times, mainly to go to the bathroom and to move my legs, which was pretty annoying. read more

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  • 25.06.23

    I've slept a lot this weekend, probably more than I should've. This past month I've been pretty busy with studying but somehow I've managed to acquire another obssesison. Nowadays I don't watch shows or anime anymore, just go full head on fanfiction and learn everything on Ao3. I guess this comes from my repulse for going to movie theathers, that horrible feeling of getting out of the mall at night when you got in when it was still sunny haunts me everytime. I simply love the freedom of One Piece. read more

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  • 14.06.23

    I am sad today. And was yesterday, and the day before yesterday. I even cried. But then I saw the calendar and realized why-it is that time of the month. I also became aware of the reason for my sudden vicioness over chocolate and foul mood. I am still felling down, but at least I know the feellings are being intensified by hormones and that I`m not really this sensitive. I almost cried again in class because of a poem! Also, my mom came back from her trip and brought me a little statue of Boruto (is made of clay) and when I was oppening I thought it was a Saint. read more

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  • 13.06.23

    I almost off-ed myself because of the literature page. First it was impossible to move the header image without cropping, the images weren't working, the bar didn't scroll, i had to save a million png's in a millon sites for it to work and the main wasn't centering the way it should. It was a ride to put it mildly. But I succeded! You can find the page in any navbar in anywhere and is also One Piece related.

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  • 21.05.23

    I miss riding a bike. I has been several years since I had the chance to do so, after I moved on 2016 and outgrew my pink childhood one. I hadn't realized it until now how much it matters to me. I guess I just grew accustumed to not leaving home at all and not exercising. I'm looking to buy one, probably this month if things go as planned. I'm really excited! Recently I came around to read some manwhas and weebcomics on weebtoon as I did before. I forgot how entrentaining and emotional they could be so it's been cool to have this piece of nostalgia. If you're are interested, my favorite ones are: "The Remarried Empress", "Under the Oak Tree" and "Daytime Star". I'll probably add them on the Reviews Page, so you can check it out!


    13.05.23

    Recently I tried to play Mario on my old Nintendo but the game card don't works anymore. It was pirated but it had served me well in my early years with a compilation of various genres. Now I can only play Kirby. I've also stumbled across old shoujo animes that I watched in middle school so I guess that brought up a lot of good memories of that time. Also, tomorrow is Mother's Day where I live, so today I slept a lot which is a little strange since yesterday I collapsed on my bed at the afternoon. read more

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  • 26.04.23

    This weekend i have one of the big tests of the year that i will be taking to enter uni. Because i switched schools and the one i am now is better in the way it prepare the students i feel confident that i can, at least, score decently. I cannot lie, being calm on the Big Day Week is a very stange situation. Until recently i would have been a pile of nerves. At the start of the classes, i feared i wouldn't adapt to the fast rhytm of the teachers and the too knowledgeable students, that i would trail behind. But until now i am doing alright. Sure, is a lot of work but is also stimulating so, yeah. I'm felling a lot better. I also uploaded the site when i could not stand to look at that dull layout anymore.

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  • 31.03.23

    I almost fell asleep in class today. This week I've been going to school alone because my brother is sick and it has been weird so far. I came home so tired that I didn't have lunch, going straight to bed. My birthday is also coming soon (April 3rd) and I've been so busy that i didn't even realized before I received an early gift. It makes me a little sad thinking about it. When I was a kid I used to get so anxious counting the days to my birthday but now it's just like any other day.

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  • 27.03.23

    I realized that making a site is more difficult than I imagined. Editing this is taking a lot of time, but it's my first time doing something like this so I forgive myself. I just have to manage my time so I don"t spend it so much here when i should be studying. Also, I'm gonna add a page for my pets (yay!). And talking about pets i upgraded my bird's cage today (I'll add a photo later) :)

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  • 25.03.23

    Today i slept until late because I didn't have classes in the morning. I dreamed that i lived in a farm where I had the fastest horse of the city by my side. It was glorious riding along with him. It was good to dream again. Lately i've been so busy with school and waking up early that i didn't had the chance. tomorrow i have a mock exam and I'm a little nervous.

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